wonderful day
today is almost over and what a good day it has been. I chatted with a friend here for awhile today. got my nails done and now i am babysitting one of my grand kids 8^) tomorrow i meet with a counselor that i have been avoiding. a student over at the college tried getting me to go to her so i stopped going to that class (long story) so she gave my number to this lady and she called me. people keep telling me that i need to talk to someone because of the trauma i went through with Nattie. my dad passing away the day before mothers day. and stuff that haunts me. i have talked to counselors and nothing seems to help.i am glad that i am on the meds i am on and try to seem normal when i am around others. i don't think that you can ever erase trauma. i will go and please her but i don't think much of it so it probably won't continue. it just stirs up the memories again and i will never forget the blue lips that i saw that day. enough of the bad ending on a happy note tonight 8^)
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