Wonder Woman

I have been thinking too much these last couple of day. Too much for me to handle, too much about me, just too much negative self loathing. I guess it’s my little pity party and the people have left and I am the last one here. It is time to clean up my act and stop thinking.
I need to redirect my focus on busy work. I will make a list of all the things I need to get done. Lists seem to be good. I will use all my time redirecting my behavior to things that are more worthwhile. Accomplish goals that will show benefits of my hard work, something obtainable and substantial, which has meaning. I seem to have control over these things. I need control. It is what makes me happy. When things are confusing and chaotic is when I feel lost.
Let’s dust off my cape, put on my belt, get out my golden lasso, get those boots on, and charge up those super powers. If I want to be wonder woman then I better start acting like it!
It’s tiring to be super but, hell it’s tiring to think as well.