Woke up to my wedding song this morning
I had to get up relatively early this morning, but I woke up to our wedding song. My DH and I cuddled and listened and thought about our first dance. I could not help but get emotional. The dreams I had in my head as I looked into this man's eyes were to have children with eyes like his and his mannerisms. I never thought about this being our struggle. It was a no-brainer that I was going to spend the rest of my life with this man, my best friend of 7 years and my lover of 14. I've spent almost half of my life with his name on my lips and I thought it was truly a happily ever after situation. I could not believe my luck to find this man and to smile every day since (even when we lived in Europe).
I can't use the "why me?" card because when all the wonderful things were happening to me, I didn't ask all that.
I have to take a blood test this morning. I'm supposed to take it on my 2nd or 3rd or 4th day period, but I haven't seen Aunt Flo since November.
We'll see how this goes.
I can't use the "why me?" card because when all the wonderful things were happening to me, I didn't ask all that.
I have to take a blood test this morning. I'm supposed to take it on my 2nd or 3rd or 4th day period, but I haven't seen Aunt Flo since November.
We'll see how this goes.
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Good luck today! I know exactly how you feel, I\'m so grateful and happy to be with my husband. He is the one constant in my life and I\'m so blessed to have him as my husband. I have so many friends that have children but their relationships are terrible. We are lucky to have supportive, loving husbands and soon we will have children as well!!! Praying for you girlie! xoxoxo
Thanks Pookie112, I have to keep thinking that. I\'ve been doing well, but hearing that song this morning and the fact that its raining outside really Tonya Harding\'d me this morning. We are lucky to find these great guys we call our husbands. I\'m on my way back from the pity party. Thanks for the prayers. Sending some your way!! Have a great Monday!
Aw, this almost made me cry Karrie! It\'s so nice to have that wonderful support system! If we can\'t get you through everything, your DH will :) Good luck sweets!
Thanks babynames1106, can\'t listen to Shania Twain that early in the morning...my bad! Better now. I\'m back on the wagon, thanks for the hoist babynames1106. Oy!