Wishing

I am on a snowmobile ride with my husband and daughter right now. Here I sit in the cabin not wanting to do a thing. I am thankful that We have this little cabin in the mountains to retreat from the business of life. It's quiet, peaceful and very tranquil when I am alone. I love to be alone, thoughts to myself, no entertaining of others and I don't have feel "normal'.i only act normal when there is something I must do, I don't want anyone to think I am an incapable person. But really I am.