WISHES
I WISH I JUST HAD ONE GOOD DAY IN THIS PEANUT SHELL, THIS DAM KID OF MINE IS SO MISERABLE, AND SHE MAKES ME 10 TIMES AS MISERABLE, AND BECAUSE SHE IS MISERABLE, THE BOYS REALLY GET ON MY LAST NERVE BECAUSE ALL SHE DOES IS PICK-PICK-PICK-PICK ON ME. SHE CAN BE NICE, IS NICE AT TIMES, BUT MOST OF THE TIME SHE IS JUST SO MISERABLE. YES SHE WENT OUT AND BOUGHT ME MY AC WITH MY MONEY, THEY THEN PUT IT IN HALF ASS, IT WAS LEAKING WATER IN-WARD, SO WHEN I TOLD HER SHE HAD A ROYAL FIT, I'M HEATED, THEY PUT A LITTLE PHOTO ALBUM, THE ONLY PICTURES I HAVE ANY MORE OF ME AND FREDDY UNDER THE AC LAST NIGHT, NOTHING MATTERS TO HER, SHE DESTROYS EVERY THING THAT IS MINES, COMES IN MY PEANUT SHELL LETS THE BOYS MAKE A MESS, HER LIVING ROOM IS A MESS, I REFUSE TO CLEAN UP THE BOYS TOYS, THE BOYS HAVE A TENT FROM IKEA WITH A TUBE TO PLAY WITH, I'M NOT HEALTHY WHY SHOULD I CLEAN UP AFTER THE BOYS, WATCH THE BOYS, DO HER DISHES, I'M ONE DAM PERSON. EVERY DAY ITS THE SAME BULL S&^T WITH HER, NOW TOMORROW I HAVE A NEW DOCTORS APPOINTMENT, ITS GOING TO BE TO MUCH FOR HER MAJESTY ROYAL TO TAKE ME, I SEE IT COMING, SHE TREATS ME AS IF I'M HER CHILD, I DON'T REMEMBER HER GIVING BIRTH TO ME, I COULD OF SWORN I GAVE BIRTH TO MS UNGRATEFUL. THIS GIRL HAS SUCH A '''SYBIL'''PERSONALITY, I CAN'T TAKE IT. ITS SO FRUSTRATING LIVING HERE WITH NO WAY OUT BUT DEATH........ JUST ME
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oh lynn i will keep you in my prayers, no one as kind as you should be so miserable.
I will pray for you and hope you find some happiness in your day,.
Have you told her that the way she treats you hurts your feelings and may account for some of the physical problems you are having. Maybe you need have your Doctor tell her. Hugs!!!!
Lynn, you are a wonderfully kind person. i pray that you find peace in your situation, and that God shows you why you are there. Maybe it\'s to be a light to the boys since their mom is so seemingly full of darkness. You are in my prayers!