Wish it would get better

I was diagnosed at 21 with scleroderma, lupus, RA, and depression. For the past 6 years I feel like everything gets worse, almost like no medications or treatments work. I started feeling like it is a lost cause and I would be better off if I could just end it all. I started a support group on facebook also to help get the word out and hopefully help others who have this horrible disease learn to cope and get through the day. https://www.facebook.com/sclerodermaawarenesssupport/