Winter still lurking
I am so sick of winter hanging on, I want our arena to dry off I am anxious to work with the horses. I realized I miss Moon and hope you two are together happily loving each other. You two had such a wonderful relationship, he took you on some wonderful rides & I am glad I was instrumental in getting you together. Buddy is in a good home I believe, he would have been a good friend too but at least I can see him down the road. I will help them get him started again this spring.
I want to get Spot back into condition, the ole guy sure has put weight on this year, Ike is doing better. Vet said we can control his allergies better to make him breathe better so I can ride him a lot still. That was very encouraging. I plan on riding alot this year.
I want to get the bathroom done before spring gets going It is taking so long waiting on others. I just can't afford to pay someone to remodel it, so friends when they can come, your old coffee buddies offered to put up the drywall, than the shower & vanity & sinks than the floor. Seems easy but each step is taking a long time to get someone to get to it.
I am looking at an old resume, will take it into the work source center to work on upgrading, and looking at temporary agency to work part time. Hoping to get a M-F so I can at least be home weekends for those who work to do things with.
I hope you are not unhappy with my decision to leave some ashes here with me on our hill slope, and to never go to the MTS where I spread your ashes. It was tense when it happened, its been tense w/your sons & EX, I do not feel any peace and contentment. Here I will plant a tree & some hummingbird plants, surround it in fencing to keep the elk & deer off of it. I feel so good about that decision. I know you would want some peace, this is a good solution.
The archery club banquet was hardly anyone there compared to other yrs, I felt so out of place in ways without you, and I was the only one without someone by their side. I left early although I did have a fairly good time eating & taking to all, your hunting photo is now there with the other lost ones. I know you would want it so. I miss you and still can not believe you are truly gone in ways except you are not here to see, talk to & touch. Hayley misses you sooo much, & Tyler, at 16, is now having issues with your dying. We are worried about him, please if you can come & help him...
I want to get Spot back into condition, the ole guy sure has put weight on this year, Ike is doing better. Vet said we can control his allergies better to make him breathe better so I can ride him a lot still. That was very encouraging. I plan on riding alot this year.
I want to get the bathroom done before spring gets going It is taking so long waiting on others. I just can't afford to pay someone to remodel it, so friends when they can come, your old coffee buddies offered to put up the drywall, than the shower & vanity & sinks than the floor. Seems easy but each step is taking a long time to get someone to get to it.
I am looking at an old resume, will take it into the work source center to work on upgrading, and looking at temporary agency to work part time. Hoping to get a M-F so I can at least be home weekends for those who work to do things with.
I hope you are not unhappy with my decision to leave some ashes here with me on our hill slope, and to never go to the MTS where I spread your ashes. It was tense when it happened, its been tense w/your sons & EX, I do not feel any peace and contentment. Here I will plant a tree & some hummingbird plants, surround it in fencing to keep the elk & deer off of it. I feel so good about that decision. I know you would want some peace, this is a good solution.
The archery club banquet was hardly anyone there compared to other yrs, I felt so out of place in ways without you, and I was the only one without someone by their side. I left early although I did have a fairly good time eating & taking to all, your hunting photo is now there with the other lost ones. I know you would want it so. I miss you and still can not believe you are truly gone in ways except you are not here to see, talk to & touch. Hayley misses you sooo much, & Tyler, at 16, is now having issues with your dying. We are worried about him, please if you can come & help him...
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