Winter depression

It's so depressing living with my parents during the winter between my depression and my moms depression and it being dark that much earlier and the weather being shity so I don't like to go out inless I have too, ug plus today my mom and I bitch because in on birth control like fuck really I'm not having random sex like I have even the time cuz u think she will watch my kid inless it's to do her a favour like get her a coffee or what not , just of the occasion pops up I don't want to end up with another baby fatherless child like really y does do it matter I'm 26 like seriously

Please lord help me so I can get my own place I want my own rules I want to invite who over when ever over eeee help me not loose my sanity