Winter Break

I'm ok when I'm at work, because I have to be. When I'm here alone, I feel, well, alone! And my heart hurts. I've been trying to concentrate on my mom so I won't feel so down. I'm not into the holiday season and haven't been for quite some time. I'm grateful for the people who have tried to help me, I just can't seem to shake this awful feeling. This holiday is the worst of them all. It's too cold out to go out and not enough money to go out anyway. I wish it was summer. SJH