Win, Place or Show? No

Well, my job came to an end last Friday.  Knew it by 26th DEC, as our floor supervisor took me aside, privately, & very nicely explained.  I kept up as best I could, up to the last minute, on Friday.  My imm. supervisor and good friend didn't really know I'd been pink-slipped until we had our 1 on 1 counseling session, last Wed.  She was very bummed about the news & felt she'd let me down, in spite of my confirmations that she'd been super supportive--which, she had.  Still, leaving felt more like a ? mark.  I will definitely miss the cash coming in, but I can't say I'll miss the rest of my friends there, as they seem to have all "left" before I did.  It was weird coming home & packing my cubicle stuff into a corner of the garage, again.  Feels strange--and sad, yes--to be unemployed, again, too.  On the plus side, I haven't had to get up @ 4:00 & shovel/salt down the driveway, just to get down to the park & ride for my 6:15 bus.  On the down side, everyone is so down on the economy, I can't stand to hear any more bad news...this, again, is one of those times in life when I wish I'd been blessed with more luck and $ than brains...but, not to be. Absolutely nothing has changed for the better, at home.  I tried to write about it, earlier, just to get it out of my system, but it made me feel so emotionally anemic that I gave up trying.   I just hope that everyone had a pleasant holiday & that they're hanging in there...take care.  I'm pulling for you, as I ride the job-hunt pony, once again...