why me

I sit here thinking what is next  im in pain and cant get out of it you say you what me but how is that your taking my kids away. away from me i just cant see how you could do that to me  i havent cut in 2 mouthes witch is a good thing i think but i guess i was wrong i guess much more for me here i was wrong thinking i has it all worked out  but what the f--k its not wourth liveing when my own family hates me