WHY ME

Well its been about 2 weeks since i was last on. Had alot going on. Well al n all Iam now anothe year older an had a check up with my RE. He has been helping me with everything from PCOS an hypothyrodism n DIABETES. Well wednesday i have a appt an he said everything looked good but still havent got the go ahead to start trying again. He wanted to do a urine test an see how my kidneys are doing with the diabetes. Well they called me this after noon an said they are sending me to a kidney doc bc i have signs of diabetic kidney disease in my urine. So now iam like really me? This is now fair at all. I just turned 24 almost two weeks ago this is what older ppl in 70 an 80s should be dealing with not me. So now iam completely saying FUCK it. Let me die! My family would be better off n so would DH!