Why I want to kill myself
I spent 20 minutes explaining why I'm feeling this way tonnight but it didn't save. I guess I'll let everyone figure out why and what happened and since it won't be what happened then I'm wrong just like everyone in my life.
Shut the fuck up and deal with the abuse because no one wants to hear they're doing everything everyone else did to me all my fucked up life.
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Did you loose the job? Have you tried
therapy? It helped me a lot. Some people are
awful and infuriating. Maybe too many people.
But there is some good in life. Even if it's just
the small things. Like a sunny day, a loving pet, etc.
I haven't lost the job. I actually got more assigned to a position last night. Therapy here is about as worthless as a vegan in a meat locker. It's not for adults anyway.
There's been a lot of stress here lately and we're both tired. I haven't worked overnights in over 20 years.
Were extremely behind on bills and our home payment is already late and it's due in full by the 16th. We won't have the full amount by then but were penny picking. Our manager is an evil bitch. There's no way else to say it.
Most people are moving out of here while the one's that stay, are preparing to fight back. She's going to wind up missing when she messes with the wrong person. That happens here several times a year.
We just need to get back on track if I can stay out of the hospital for my health.