Why do I survive
I have wanted to die my entire lifeMy heart is scabbed and scared Unworthy of loveno one cares, No hugs The tears they just flow never dryI cut, Take pills I get the chillsI realize I am aloneI want to bleed until I am freeFrom all these pains I feelI know inside that most of its just my mindMost or all of the pain is not realBut its hard to bare It's still fucking there Eating away my soulHow I hold on I do not knowBut I cant seem to let goI've tried with pills I cant be killed I feel like superman I try and try and never dieAnd I sit and wonder whyMaybe there is a reasonMaybe I'm meant to liveMaybe one day the clouds will go away And it will all make senseMaybe my words will save the worldMaybe save someone that canso write I will My heart Ill spillIll express my self with wordsI hope and pray that Ill know one dayWhy I was put into this world
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wow............... keep writing. keep writing. you have touched my heart.. You absolutely are meant to live. please post this in depression. You are in this world for a reason. We all are. I am 53 and don\'t know why I am here, but i do know I am here for a reason. Keep writing Tray.
So raw and real. You are a great writer. Writing heels the soul when we can\'t find another outlet. I\'m sure you know, but letting it out on paper is like purging the negative to turn into something positive. Something that we all can learn form and relate to.
you express yourself so very well
there are many reasons to live
and yes one day you will know
keep writing my good friend, your truly awesome at it!!!!!
I send you hugs, you know that