Why do I keep doing this?? :'(

So, a couple weeks ago, my Uncle called me to ask if I could help him mow some lawns for his business, because the weather was so nice and all the lawns started growing early, and he has no help. So stupid me, I said yes, all because I need money. I forgot one thing though. He treats me like I am 12 years old and to stupid to understand what he is telling me. He has to explain everything to me. Has to walk me through a safety talk for a lawn mower! And he whistles at me like I am a dog. Seems like every 5 minutes, he is whistling at me to tell me to do something else. And I can't just ignore it, because he doesn't stop! And then when he is telling me something, and I go "Yup", he goes "truth", and then explains it! It's like either he doesn't know what he is saying, or he thinks that every word that comes out of my mouth is sarcasm! It pisses me off! I can't stand it. I need to find a job asap so I don't have to deal with him. I mean, I could handle the mowing of the lawns if he wasn't there and I could just put in my headphones and just go, but no, he has to explain everything to me. And then to top it all off, screwed up another relationship opportunity, but nobody wants to hear about my relationship problems. Nobody wants to hear anything I have to say. I don't even know why I wrote this, nobody even cares. I doubt anyone will read this anyways. I don't know why I even bother... :'(

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shayshayla
shayshayla

you know i care right
drwho546
drwho546

hey buddy (hug) look, i really really want to thank you for typing this because this is EXACTLY what i am going through with my father. He make me cry because of how he treats me. He tells me i am stupid and he got to explain it EVEN if i told him that i get it. He thinks i am silent because i am dumb. I was never able to word it like u did. Until recently when he started doin it again and i just didnt want to look at him or even talk to him. It was not a conversation, and i did not like what he was saying so couldnt talk even if i wanted to. He got really mad at me. And since then he gives me those looks and doesnt want to deal with me anymore. He is even more mad cause i didnt give him my old laptop which doesnt work but he doesnt believe me :/ so yeah u are not alone. And you will find another girl, trust me :)
kcanales
kcanales

I\'m always here for you :)