Why did I google
Ok, most of you know I'm free to try the natural way right now but I'm still waiting to get the call from my RE to confirm when I get my next IVF cycle.
This past month was the first time where we could try the natural way with no meds at all while we wait. That being said, I considere myself very very lucky that I had no trouble at all conceiving my son. Yes you can all hate me, not only do I have a child but I was that girl that got pregnant after the first month of TTC.
After my son, my placenta accreta lead to Asherman syndrome and 5 surgeries later and over 4 years of TTC, this month was a first for us.
Now AF is due in about 24 hours and here I am going on google to read up on early pregnancy symptoms. Well I've been pregnant before so I know how it feels plus I'm sure like all of you I've read these things on line so often I really don't need to be looking into it at this point.
Problem is, I'm home, DH is out and my son is in bed, so what is a girl to do... I guest hope and believe in a miracle is my answer. After all, my last surgery could have solved all my IF issues could it not ?
The funny part is that I really didn't even have all that much of a chance this month. We went to the spa on my best TTC days and cooked DH's sperm plus I had the worst flu after that. Still I hope I'm wrong and that I could really get a BFP this month. I keep thinking, like all of you I'm sure, that getting my BFP would be such a great Christmas present.
I squeeze my boobs every two minutes and at this point I can say yes they really so hurt, one of you shold really tell me to stop squeezing, I know I'm creating the problem.
My TWW is almost over and I don't know what's worst to expect AF to show or have AF be late. I really want to POAS but is it better to hope or to be realistic.
Guest I'm not good at being patient. Just hope I'll get a date for my next IVF cycle soon.
Thinking of all of you, most are in a waiting phase and are impatient like me, but at least one of you has a beta this weekend !
This past month was the first time where we could try the natural way with no meds at all while we wait. That being said, I considere myself very very lucky that I had no trouble at all conceiving my son. Yes you can all hate me, not only do I have a child but I was that girl that got pregnant after the first month of TTC.
After my son, my placenta accreta lead to Asherman syndrome and 5 surgeries later and over 4 years of TTC, this month was a first for us.
Now AF is due in about 24 hours and here I am going on google to read up on early pregnancy symptoms. Well I've been pregnant before so I know how it feels plus I'm sure like all of you I've read these things on line so often I really don't need to be looking into it at this point.
Problem is, I'm home, DH is out and my son is in bed, so what is a girl to do... I guest hope and believe in a miracle is my answer. After all, my last surgery could have solved all my IF issues could it not ?
The funny part is that I really didn't even have all that much of a chance this month. We went to the spa on my best TTC days and cooked DH's sperm plus I had the worst flu after that. Still I hope I'm wrong and that I could really get a BFP this month. I keep thinking, like all of you I'm sure, that getting my BFP would be such a great Christmas present.
I squeeze my boobs every two minutes and at this point I can say yes they really so hurt, one of you shold really tell me to stop squeezing, I know I'm creating the problem.
My TWW is almost over and I don't know what's worst to expect AF to show or have AF be late. I really want to POAS but is it better to hope or to be realistic.
Guest I'm not good at being patient. Just hope I'll get a date for my next IVF cycle soon.
Thinking of all of you, most are in a waiting phase and are impatient like me, but at least one of you has a beta this weekend !
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Good luck honey!!!!!
I\'m hoping we both get a Christmas miracle!!! xoxo
Hah- love the line abt u being the cause of the boob soreness, lol!:) that would be oh so amazing if something actually went right and easy for you and you got preg the natural way before IVF. You deserve it, I hope your BFP isn\'t far away!
Good luck! But no more google or squeezing your boobs!
Woke up to very light pink TP. Guest I got my answer already that AF will show today. I\'m still disappointed but not surprise. DH shouldn\'t have left me home alone last night to do some baby dreaming.
I\'m sorry Roxy, my TP was red today too :(. Oh AF how we hate you so.
I\'m sorry Roxy :-(
Sorry honey
So sorry girl. Red and pink are the worst colors ever!
I\'m so sorry. :(
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