Why bother
Well here it is almost the end of Feb. Although I can say that I am definately on my way to recovery I can also say I hate when the bad days come back. It seems like just when things are going good and your starting to feel better boom! It all comes crashing down. I am also trying my best to get where I need to be spiritually and that is not going well. I am just so tired of trying. It seems like I always have to reach out to people and try to connect. Like on here. Sorry but if your not in the little click and you can look and see who is always talking then you don't exist. Or if yoiu do find a freind and have a bad episode where if your not on here everyday then they go find someone to talk to. I can really see why alot of people leave.Where are your so called friends when your feeling down ? I guess i don't understan the logic here. If anyone feels like I do I don't see how they are constantly on the computer. It kills my hands what little bit I write. The only timne anyone ever replied with alot of replies is when I talked about the new president. Now that is sad!!!!!! Nobody cares when I post or need a freind but let me post something they don;t like and you get 30 replies. Something is wrong with this picture.
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