why are u-turns illegal

so by this point you are probably thinking i am talking about u turns on the high way and driving. well then i did my job right i wanted to make you read this some how. but saddly this is not about driving, or speeding down the high way at 90mph, because that is really fun. no i am talking about life and how it can change in the blink of an eye. if you would of talked to me 6 months ago you would of thought that i wouldnt be alive in 2 weeks let alone make it to write another entry i had thougths of self harm anytime someone looked at me i felt like i was losing everything i still blamed myself for my brothers death and i blamed the 8 years of hell that my step dad put me through on me i thought that i was reaping what i sew and that i deserved all of this but my life is the true deffinition of a u turn i lost my girlfriend to find my wife i lost my brother to  have someone to love and talk to that will never yell at me ( and to make a couple people think i am crazy which will help ) and well my step dad didnt get better but i am standing up to him my life is turning around and i have the love of my life to thank for it i owe her everything i have because if it wasnt for her i would of been dead by now i love you SNB