Why, And how.

Why am I unlovable? I try so very hardTo be the best man I can beBut it never gets me very farPeople say they can accept meThen hate me for who I amI never will find anyoneTo accept me as their manI simply am not worthy Of anybody's love I just wish to find one woman Who fits me like a gloveWho makes me feel so happyMakes my life seem alrightBut instead of finding bright beautiful lightAll I find is plightHardships and heartbreak Dismay and despairFeel so damn unloved I am ripping out my hairThe pain inside's unbearableSo broken and alone Even though she swore to me to never let me goTo accept and love me dearly But now I see so clearly That once again I was lied toAnd now I sit up and cry for youFeel broken up inside for youI know I can find someoneWho will share with me their heartBut how will I end up in love if love never even starts
 

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DeeTOOL13
DeeTOOL13

It WILL start for you, one day....cuz you are SO very lovable, so very special...one day i swear it WILL come!
I love the way you write its so beautiful even when its sad.
deleted_user
deleted_user

he IS lovable... protect that heart T, it\'s valuable, you give away pieces so easily... make a girl earn it, sweetheart.
stephanietram
stephanietram

sometimes we are so desperate for companionship that we can be scarey to the people we most want to be close with. Speaking from personal experience here.