Why.....

I'm sure everybody who has ever been diagnosed with something like myasthenia gravis asks the same question as I do why? Why me? Why do I have to endure this? I was so active. What did I do wrong? I been diagnosed in 2019 and I am now 28 years old and I feel like my life is just wasting away and I find myself always asking why, why do I have to be weak? Why do I have to take pills in order to use the bathroom? Why do I have to sit on a chair to chop vegetables? Why do I have to have a desk job now? I mean I'm not working right now because my weakness is too much. My double vision is bad. Why do I have to go through this? I wished I was more accepting. Or better at it. It's so frustrating. But I'm always hoping for the great remission, hoping for better days every single day.