who needs familys...?

theres nothing quite like families for making you feel bad....think they know just which buttons to press to cut you.Ive had quite a bad year...but have come through it.....My older sister was very supportive whilst I was in hospital,so thought I would buy her a gift to say thankyou.But it really took the wind out of my sails when she thought it was some old thing a relative had given to me....saying alot of things had gone wrong in her life lately and thought the present which was a lovely paperweight with a beautiful rose in it.When I chose it carefully,not having much money but wanting to show her my gratitude,all the same.Recently her husband had a fall and broke his leg....and other odd things have happened so she claims...all my fault of course...I know sibling rivalry is well known,but in our case due to our parents dying early we have become closer as a family or so I thought.....My brother already blames me for my dads death,and Im sick and tired of being blamed for everything that goes wrong in someone elses life.Whats worse is our family is supposed to be christians but wouldnm't guess it but the way my brother treats me and my sister who raised him.while we were just 15 and 18....don't want him to bow down to us...just treat me with some respect and love would be nice.I nearly died this year...and thought things had turned a corner,as my brother suddenly was all sweetness and light,but the moment I started to recover,the niceness stopped.Just shows you how false sympathy is...Anyway....I just knew someone would burst my bubble...but never expected it to come from my oldest sister,which has huet me,but I will try to get passed this as she has lost a son,and had some very bad times.All families go through things like this,I knowand while we can't all live like The Waltons' it would be nice to have some harmony at times.