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Okay, so my 18 yr old to laid off....just chapps my hidd...now Im kinda depresseed and eatin more...Why is it everytime things go down hill I gotta start eatin like a pig... Okay so I'm still usin the small bowl... but I ate three bowls of chilli for dinner... Well it was yummy,low in sodium and fat....had chilli peppers grown in my back  yard... I make my own chilli from scratch... some this some dat.... more this....nore dat... but hey... I'm feelin the weathere these days.... kickin my pontiac butt someting ferious..... ouch..... Trying to  live on 700 dollars a month for two men is just plain tuff...I feel like i been shot at an hit.. chit at and hit.... must be my ex singin that number one county song...  I MISS YA DARLIN,  HOLD STILL WHILE I RELOAD...LOLMy son ask me if I ever made any real money, told him well yeah... but it wasn't any good lol... must of been my picture on the fity dollar bill lol....he ask who was on the hundred i told him his mama hehehehe... okay so I'm teasin... I need some joy in my life... my son borrowed my van... now I gotta find a way to the doctors a ppointment I have tommorrow... dang why do I forget so much...every question someone ask me these days seem like a pop quiz.... whats ya birthday  ohhhh... where ya live...my mind just goes blank for a second or too.... then my kid he wants me to spelll joint... i told him i knew how to roll a joint not spell it..... he didn't get it lol... me I'm an old hippie just tryin to adjust...no don't smoke pot no more... them smokin days or over... back in the 70's when it was cool to smoke I made spegetti with an ounce once... heck had the munchies before i finished supper lol....dang sure did some stupid chit when I was young...  enjoyed everyminute of it too... just wondering around behind the little animals....  ya'll come back now ya hear....Well since i'm most like just talkin to myself.... Hi you... best wishes and many blessing russ