Who knew ....
Well yesterday I got a Mamm & Bone Density exam same place you had your MRI . made me teary, today I had blood work same place I dropped you off for yours when we came back from San Diego, I'd drop you off and you'd walk home in the heat .... I cried boy did I cry. Next week is your birthday forever 49... Feeling so sad this week and "who knew" the little things in life still bring me to tears and sad memories... I pray you are at peace, I really am doing okay. House is up for sale , very stressful as are many things in my life. Paying the bills, house repairs. Went to an ASU game last saturday , never be the same without you. Happy memories of tailgating and hearing your voice scream over every play. You are with me everyday, on my mind, in my heart.... I miss you ...I miss everything good , not so much the bad but I'd take the bad to have you back. Still lonely, still, sad still empty ..... life goes on as everyone says .... but I'm not happy ... I am content, fortunate
grateful , blessed but forever sad .... love me
grateful , blessed but forever sad .... love me
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Hard memories. Sweet memories. Joyful memories. Sad memories. Everything that makes up a life. Hugs.
Linda
I\'m so sorry. I\'ve had losses in life, but not my spouse. I can only imagine. I hope and pray that you find peace and comfort beyond all comprehension. Your journal entry reminds me to be more grateful and to get less caught up in life\'s little grievances. Peace, prayers, comfort and hugs I pray for you, Faithfully
I know life is so difficult for us here on DS. How do we get through it? I walk with the Lord. The loneliness is the hardest part I know. So many decisions without our spouses is even more difficult. I pray you have peace and joy in your life again. Sending hugs and thinking of you. Edie
It is so hard to move forward when
our minds race every day with thoughts of our lives together. I pray for more joy and less sadness in all of our lives. Sending you healing hugs, Lu Ann