who i am.............

we read this really good essay in the inpatient program at the hospital....we all read it out loud and then we spent some time underlying/highlighting things that stood out to us and then went around and said why those things stood out to us...i underlined something like,"you realize who you are and what values you stand for".....the stood out ot me becasue.....i don't know who i am.......i have no idea.....i feel like i don't know who i am, what my beliefs/values are......i can't find my identity....part of BPD, but i wanna find it!!!!! i wanna know WHO I AM in this world and stuff....i dunno....just frustrated i guess.....