Who Exactly is Loretta?

Hello friends;My name is Loretta, Loretts, Retts, whatever... I'm a 27 year old aboriganial truck driving social worker and I live in a small Native community in Northern Ontario with my partner of 11 years Jason and my dog Rusty.  I come from a difficult background and my family is very unsupportive and unaware even of the extent of the challenges and problems I face day in and day out.  I'm the kind of person who smiles and at the same time my heart is aches inside.   I suffer from depression, infertility, chronic pain due to a cervical sprain and soft tissue damage in my neck and shoulders, I have symptoms of Fibromyalgia although I've never gotten a diagnosis.  I am a Social Service Worker and I worked for Child and Family Services for many years.  I recently decided to take a break from Social Work and drive transports or operate heavy equipment for awhile and see if the grass is really greener on the other side.   I came here because I have no other place to go.  I need some support and I'm in search of a community who UNDERSTANDS depression and infertility and all the other problems I face.  I can't even talk tomy family or  my partner about the things that trouble me so I figured this outlet might better my chance of survival if you know what I mean.  I'm going insane keeping everything bottled inside and if I can spill it here I may be able to get my life back.