who cares

Acid, sleeping sitting up. Joint and muscle pains almost constant. Trouble going to the bathroom. Extreme Dry skin, everywhere. sore throat. slight fever. sores on arms. Prickly skin all over, like pointed goosebumps that got hard. closing hands, bending any joint not only hurts but gives pressure. My breathing is doing fine, but it always did unless i over did it. Im not even Doing . so why would they fill with fluid. doctors acting like there doing you a favor by getting sleep studys done so insurance will cover it,  but doesnt want me out side his group so it takes 3 months. mad at everyone who i know who complains. as long as there so few of us and so few test. There is no money to make off of us. There will not be research on mctd, they may find something to treat lupus, that we may take on a whim. I dont know who to blame but id like to kick his A~~. there isnt even a reason to type.