Who am I anymore?
I am feeling very disconnected from my inner self. Sometimes I wonder if the real me still exists. I feel like my husband has slowly and deliberately killed my spirit and I question who I am anymore. He treats me like I'm incapable of completing any task without is direction. Nothing I do is right!! He is always giving me orders, telling me how stupid I am, and criticizing everything I say or do. He makes it difficult for me to have any friends or get involved in any outside activities. I feel isolated and alone. I have made the decision to leave by August. At times I feel good about my decision and other times I feel anxiety and question whether I will have the strength to do it.