whining

o my, another week.  this month is too full.  music open houses, shouldn't take a lot of extra preparation, but they do.  Parents come and participate in children's music class.  And it's extra energy from me, because it's a bigger performance than what I do normally for a music class.  I'm tired.  my next day off comes in April, and I've got three of 'em in a row.  I want to leave town... be somewhere else and just not have to think too much.  Air, I need air. Looking forward to summer. Been thinking a lot about retirement.  Can't for another 15 years, and by then will I be able to enjoy it? And doing the age thing again, what does it mean to reach my half-century (coming up next month)... what do I expect to do with the next 20 - 30 years...  going to bed.  world looks better after enough sleep, which I'm not getting enough of.  Glad I didn't put this off any longer (going to massage therapy school).