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whewwwwwwwwwww says it all...my parents wanted me to come over today for easter dinner. after the bash from my mother yesterday i really didn't want to go bad enough that i asked my sister if we could do something today. unfortunately she said that i should go and wouldn't give me an excuse.  while at church ( actually went for one hour) my son text me and asked my to watch my grandson because they were really sick..great news for me but i am relly worried about them. i think that it is that really bad flu that is going around. hope i don't get it, but again family comes first in my life. my kids have shown me that i am not part of their lives,but i never have given up on them. even if they are just using me, i am their mother and will always love them unconditionally. a lady at church knowing of my situation (food) is bringing my an easter dinner. i really appreciate her and her thoughtfulness. mac and cheese just didn't sound very good for dinner today. i have been listening to some of my religious music and today my favorite is the old wooden cross. how much i love my saviour for all he has done. to all have a happy easter...jaime