Where've I been?
I feel like I have been trapped in my own "crazy" world. My thoughts run away with me. I think I probably suffer from PMDD. I have an appointment to see my doctor. My therapist agrees. I am not sure what to do, because I really do NOT want to be on birth control pills. I am so phobic. This one week a month of feeling ok is ridiculous.
My anxiety, depression, mood swings are out of control. I can barely focus. Everything is hard to do. Taking care of myself doesn't even feel worthwhile. Even though I know I need to. It just FEELS impossible. My partner feels like she's on a roller coaster most of the month. I have so many doctors and people trying to figure me out, I can't keep track. I am taking so many meds, I feel overwhelmed.
Does anyone else feel like this? Am I crazy? Are my hormones that out of whack? My blood work, says that I am in "normal" range. Whatevrr.
I need to get back here and try to connect with people again. I hope you all are well. Take care of yourselves.
My anxiety, depression, mood swings are out of control. I can barely focus. Everything is hard to do. Taking care of myself doesn't even feel worthwhile. Even though I know I need to. It just FEELS impossible. My partner feels like she's on a roller coaster most of the month. I have so many doctors and people trying to figure me out, I can't keep track. I am taking so many meds, I feel overwhelmed.
Does anyone else feel like this? Am I crazy? Are my hormones that out of whack? My blood work, says that I am in "normal" range. Whatevrr.
I need to get back here and try to connect with people again. I hope you all are well. Take care of yourselves.
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Feeling like it ain\'t worth the effort?? That\'s me. Going through that right now. I\'m taking more than 20 meds in a day. And that don\'t even include the two different insulin\'s I do with-in a days time. It is just.....overwhelming. I sometimes feel like \"I just did my meds!!!\" But, I have proof they are important to keep me alive. I run out by accident, and things get a little out of whack. Not really fun, but.......
Good to hear from you, again!!!!