Where to start?

Wow. I never thought I would be in this situation again. 

The hard part for me is to star over.

I mean I have absolutely nothing left because I trusted this woman. I gave up everything for her.. including my kids from previous marriage.  My closest family members are 500 miles away, have no friends whatsoever. That's because I thought I didn't need anybody else as long as I had her. 

My heart is broken and nobody to talk about it. Ihope this pain don't last too long because it really hurts.