Where to go from here?!?

So, I'm here finally after the last two years struggling with anxiety and depression and I feel like I am taking the next step into becoming my old self again. I see glimpse of moments when I was happy and occasionally I will feel the happiness that once paraded my body on a daily basis. Now, my body is useless and tired out. But I don't want to be useless and I can not be tired out much longer. I have children who need me now more then ever and a husband who would love to see the once happy me. I need her back.. I really need her back in my life!

Recently I added essestial oils into my life and I will never go back to my life before it (even though that was roughly 3 days ago). These natures natural powerful oils have lifted my head above the thick layer of destressed clouds that I've been holding onto for these past two years. Today, I diffused Copaiba and inhaled right from the steam and I saw her. For a moment there, I was holding onto my once self and I cried the second I remembered the drive, passion, hope, and strength I had that made me a powerful woman over 2 years ago. She's still here, and that is why I'm reaching out to support groups for a little bit more help to finally jump over the clouds of dispair..