Where is every one?

Sounds so darn quiet on here this evening, its like where is every one? Its 10:pm eastern time. had to go out and get the things that I needed for my hospital bed, didn't get to see Freddy, I'm kind of used to it. At times I feel guilty cause I can't get the little extra he may want, he never really ask for much, but he has to understand, I'm not doing very well out here $$$$ money wise, and every little penny I have to watch. Years ago I did every thing for him when I was working, its not like that any more, he knows how my kid is, I have to do for me, and the little extra, if there is that little extra goes to the boys. Shoe you could say I'm more or less raising these kids, 7:00am-sometimes 7:00pm. I know their not my responcibility, I should go on my own, but with out them I know I wouldn't want to go on in hells earth any longer. My oldest grandson is right where I predicted he would be, right here in my room, excuss me peanut shell sleeping on the recliner, he rally leaves my sight, he begged his father to come down to me, was going to give him a bath, but he zonked right after I fed him. They are going to drive me crazy, Easter Vacation, "OMG"! If they find a piece of styro-foam you would think its snowing in here. Well I'm going to try this bed out, hope I can walk in the morning?                                                                                     Just Me!