Where I am right now

Good morning ladies, Well on October 8, I got my BFP with my level being at 171. My RE was so excited that he didnt even want me to come in for more blood. When I got my 1st BFP on my last cycle(which resulted in a misscarriage @ 7 weeks), my level was at 66. So he was VERY happy that this cycle, when I got the BFP, my level was 171.  So now I am going in for my u/s to hear/see the heartbeat on Oct 21. I am so excited, but at the same time I am a little scared. I dont want to go in like last time and they see nothing. 8-(   But I am staying positive, I need to STAY positive. I know/hope my little peanut/s are growing stronger in there. I am sorry I havent been on lately and checking in on you ladies. Please forgive me.I am hoping/praying for all you ladies as well. Hope you all had a great weekend. Love ya!Baby wishes/dust to us all. Thank you for your kind words.

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WAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! This is just great news. I am so excited for you! Try to stay positive! I will be thinking of you!
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WONDERFUL!!! congrats on the BFP!!! I didn\'t even realize that you had done a full cycle again. What a great surprise! CONGRATS!!!
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That is GREAT news! I am so very happy for you!!! I will keep you and baby(ies) in my prayers! I hope all goes well at your u/s (although I am sure it will!) :-)
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How exciting!!! Congratulations!!!
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Congratulations, that\'s good news. Keep thinking positive and you\'ll get to where you want to be. God bless.
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Congratulations! That is such great news! Enjoy the BFP,and keep thinking positive. Good luck at your first u/s. You will do great! Keep us updated with your progress.
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YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SO happy for you. Lots of prayers &happy thoughts coming your way. Keep us updated!
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This is such wonderful news!!!! So very happy for you. I really hope & pray that this one sticks!!!
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Wow, I am so amazed & thrilled for you! I\'m sorry I am so scattered right now...I think it has a lot to do with the boxes everywhere! Yes, try to keep telling yourself everything will be alright. I worried a lot with my second because two of my sisters/SIL miscarried their second babies about a month before I got pregnant. I have many friends here at DS who have lost babies, so I kept worrying that it might happen to me. Your fears are real, but don\'t let them steal away your joy. The way I like to look at all of it, is even if things don\'t go the way we had hoped, at least we had enjoyed ourselves before things went bad. Try to \"save\" your worries until there is proof you need to worry...& I pray that you won\'t need them...that they\'ll be stored away forever! I\'m so glad you have good numbers! That\'s a great start!