Where I Am Now.......
A lot of DS folks write about their losses and they write their journal entries to their lost loves. I can’t for some reason do this and I don’t know why. It has been 5 years. How can that be??? Dickie is in my heart so much that I really dread going on. Not because he was my strength and confidence in myself…..he was a person who touched people’s lives and they were better for it. I have heard this so many times since he has been gone. I just plain love him with all my heart. I know he is not here physically and that pains me. But, knowing that we both said long ago that if is one of us was left we would go on and live the life that we looked forward to. I h-a-v-e to go on…..no matter what. I W-I-L-L go on no matter what!!!.................OR, knowing him, he will "zap" me BIG time. I love him so. He always got my butt out of trouble so I know he is with me now as I do the things I need to do.
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