Where Have I Been?
To all who sent hugs and comments on Justin's 3rd anniv. thank you for thinking of me.I've been out of touch with DS I got to where I was getting so so sad to read so so many sad stories of other Mother's losing their precious children don't get me wrong I think of everyone on here but I've been to hell and back had a nervous breakdown I'm on several medications.I feel better but when I get down I'm there for days.My Thyroid is very very low so I'm tired all the time going to a specialist at the end of this month I'm on Thyroid medication but something is still making it low.
I'm going to be a new grandma the end of July my daughter Ashli is expecting a baby girl her name is Emery Nicole.Ashli is starting college in September she's going to be a Dental Assistant I'm so proud of her.She turned 21 in Feb.My baby girl Rebecca will be 14 in June she is graduating 8th grade on my birthday May 26 yes I'll be 51 this year just hate it.Gray hair please go away!!!!! :):)
I still miss Justin. Some days I can't stand it I still cry so hard.I found a star that shines so bright I know its him because when the stars go out his is still burning bright.His children are growing up fast Heaven is 8 and Braden is 6.I don't see Heaven very much but I have Braden every other weekend.They are so precious.
I've been going to church Northpoint Church (I go by myself) I also go to a class on Wed.night to reconnect with God (I know some people don't like to address this issue)but I believe there is life after death where your soul will live forever and I will one day be with all the family members I've lost here on earth.Means alot to me right now.
Hope everyone had a wonderful Mother's Day I missed Justin but he was with me right in the middle of my heart......................:)
I'm going to be a new grandma the end of July my daughter Ashli is expecting a baby girl her name is Emery Nicole.Ashli is starting college in September she's going to be a Dental Assistant I'm so proud of her.She turned 21 in Feb.My baby girl Rebecca will be 14 in June she is graduating 8th grade on my birthday May 26 yes I'll be 51 this year just hate it.Gray hair please go away!!!!! :):)
I still miss Justin. Some days I can't stand it I still cry so hard.I found a star that shines so bright I know its him because when the stars go out his is still burning bright.His children are growing up fast Heaven is 8 and Braden is 6.I don't see Heaven very much but I have Braden every other weekend.They are so precious.
I've been going to church Northpoint Church (I go by myself) I also go to a class on Wed.night to reconnect with God (I know some people don't like to address this issue)but I believe there is life after death where your soul will live forever and I will one day be with all the family members I've lost here on earth.Means alot to me right now.
Hope everyone had a wonderful Mother's Day I missed Justin but he was with me right in the middle of my heart......................:)
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hugs and peace....good health to you , too...love, dale, brandon\'s mom
Good to hear from you Vickie. Sorry things are not going well. Miss you hear and wish for you a peacful day. Ginger, Shawn & Deb & I are meeting at Golden Correl in Springfield on Saturday about noon if you would like to come. It would be good to see you again too...Love & hugs, Connie
So good to hear from you. I know how hard it is to read other stories of sadness. You have to do whatever you need to do to protect your heart and your health. Take care of you and come whenever you can. Love and hugs...Karen
So sorry for what you are going through. I also have thyroid issues. A doctor recommended I take kelp (seaweed) along with my thyroid meds. Can\'t really say if it is helping or not while on this journey, but just a suggestion if you want to ask your doctor about it. Love, Sue
I like your belief that there is life after death and that we will reconnect with our loved ones who have died. Hope and pray it is true-would love to see my Dad again(he died 11 years ago). God bless you and your family Vicki. I shall say a special prayer for Justin. Take care. Love you!:0)