Where Have I Been?

To all who sent hugs and comments on Justin's 3rd anniv. thank you for thinking of me.I've been out of touch with DS I got to where I was  getting so so sad to read so so many sad stories of other Mother's losing their precious children don't get me wrong I think of everyone on here but I've been to hell and back had a nervous breakdown I'm on several medications.I feel better but when I get down I'm there for days.My Thyroid is very very low so I'm tired all the time going to a specialist at the end of this month I'm on Thyroid medication but something is still making it low.
          I'm going to be a new grandma the end of July my daughter Ashli is expecting a baby girl her name is Emery Nicole.Ashli is starting college in September she's going to be a Dental Assistant I'm so proud of her.She turned 21 in Feb.My baby girl Rebecca will be 14 in June she is graduating 8th grade on my birthday May 26 yes I'll be 51 this year just hate it.Gray hair please go away!!!!! :):)
          I still miss Justin. Some days I can't stand it I still cry so hard.I found a star that shines so bright I know its him because when the stars go out his is still burning bright.His children are growing up fast Heaven is 8 and Braden is 6.I don't see Heaven very much but I have Braden every other weekend.They are so precious.
           I've been going to church Northpoint Church (I go by myself) I also go to a class on Wed.night to reconnect with God (I know some people don't like to address this issue)but I believe there is life after death where your soul will live forever and I will one day be with all the family members I've lost here on earth.Means alot to me right now.
             Hope everyone had a wonderful Mother's Day I missed Justin but he was with me right in the middle of my heart......................:)