Where has all the good people gone??

when I first started attending DS I found it a place to communicate with other people who had the same disorders as me and some with other disorders, at times I do feel a litte lonely and would like to find those friends that has helpe me through out these years. I just want to let them known how much I love them and how much I miss them. Can anyone relate to such a feeling. My bipolar side of me has been shooting out the roof and at times it makes me feel bad because I just want to be normal like everyone else and be successful with out letting obstacles get in my way. If anyone reads this please know that I am in need of much prayer.  Thank you all in advance and God bless!!!!