where do the lies end?

well had my shot of drugs and feel sick as anything and dizzy. saw a friend in the doctors and another one of my ex friends lies has come out, when will it end??? i feel like our whole friendship was one big lie and i just want an end to her crap. im just not listening anymore to anybody whats the point i know that she is a liar end of! i dont need it anymore i got better things to worry about like today i always get nervous before i have my injection . i hate needles and its a hefty one that goes in.. all the way in! i feel ill after i have it and just want to be left alone to my sons company and my warm house thinking of nothing really. but instead im now not feeling well thinking about her crap again... makes me angry! i feel like i want to move to get away from it all n=but i dont want to run away!