Where do I go from here

Where do I go from here? 

. It has been over 6 years and as far as I know children's dad could be with someone else. I have no real way of knowing just what he is doing. But one thing I know that he is not with us. And does not care to change on his way of living. So I never see a change in this. 

I have no desire ever to be back with him, and the children will never have it. Our case is way different than others. Way and beyond.

God wants families to stay together. But at times it just does not work out.

You hear horrible stories of what takes place when families divorce.

But I am here to tell you children's dad divorced me long ago the ninute he started cheating on me

And everything else he did.

We know we can never go back to such living. There is nothing to hang on to. I was blessed to get out alive. That is something I will never forget. And something I will never go back to.

We are better off now. I do not have one inch of hope of every going back with a man like that.

So here I am praying just what God has for me. Got to get out some today, it is so hot out and even hotter in my car

I need to work on my bible study later, it looks like a good study. Many questions to answer.