Where do I go?
8.5 years, 3 kids, a ring that never became a vow. And a waitress at a bar named Nicole.
I tried for 8.5 years to get him to talk to me, and in a matter of moments she got it all. I don't care what anyone says, emotional cheating is real. And it hurts.
I don't know where to go from here. He is finding a home and he seems fine by it.
How do i get over the betrayal? This isn't my first rodeo with cheating, but he was my number 3. Im crazy about him. I still get butterflies when he touches me.
What is wrong with me?
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Hi,
Could it just have been that menatally he was in a different place in his life.It is very weird.You are with
a guy-your laughing with him, talking with him laying with him, fantasizing on him, right loving on
him but meanwhile in his mind , its a whole swirl of mess going on-okay.The problem right now is
you have to hold onto your center-get back to your center-that part of you that is your Truth-The part
that tells you you are perfect, you are whole, you are validated,breathe in, these thoughts. Force it
if you don not feel it.Breathe out all the negative residue.The truth is that the conversation that you had
with him for 10 minutes and you told him all that is in your head,The truth is that you cut him off from
this, He is not in your center anymore.He is not in your truth center where the diamond the gem that you
are exists.He has cut himself from you and all the divine beauty you had to offer.All this energy you are
feeling, the anxiety-is simply your Center the true you calling for your attention to return back inwardly
to yourself.This is where you are safe, this place is truthfulness, divine bliss grab hold onto yourself.
Remain buoyant.You love deeply and the universe knows this.The way this person acted to you is his karma.
The way you react is yours. So depart in love and wishing him love and peace. Everyday open your arms
and your palms and say that you release him back into the universe-even if your emotions yell otherwise.
Just do it because you then are showing your maturity and willingness to receive the gifts and people
into your life.Hugs and divine peace, serenity.I am on your side and the universe and everyone here , we hear
you, we are with you.
nothing is wrong with you
you were played by a master manipulator
manipulators are selfish at their core
it is likely that he emotionally cheated before and that he just ffffing cheated
manipulators are selfish at their core , he is willing to risk his children's nest to get his jollies
you will be so mush better off without him
with space and distance you'll see how he manipulated you
you'll shudder when you see how twisted around himself he really is