Where do I go

So the court cases have come & gone. My ex put a restraining order on me for 2 years. Because I have an open carry, she feels that it was 'threatening' to her. There goes my second amendment. The next court case was to get my belongings back. She has purposely been keeping my stuff to be a bitch. Actually those quotes didn't help her in court. "I will be the biggest bitch I can be", and "when my ipad shows up, I will look for your stuff". The judge awarded me my things back by 11/25. I feel she will not stop there. She will try to wreck havoc on my life no matter where I go. Hawaii is looking good right about now.