Where are you when I need you???

Well I feel evry alone and there is no one out there who cares...Why dose that not suprise me..I go to sleep alone and I wake up alone..My life is going down hill I can't sleep and I don't want to..Why didn"t I do it right the first time!!Why did I call 000 why why why!!!I am never going to find me not ever...Why wasn't I able to be a child?Why did I have to grow up?I just want to feel safe and happy what is wrong with that..I want to die!!You know what one day I will and no one will know that when I do...I hate who I am this was not me but I have allways been like this so I will never know who I am...I am out of here I hate this world..Good luck with your life...