Where Are You?

I'm in the wind, I'm in the breeze
I'm in the flowers and in the trees
I'm all around; though you cannot see
Please don't weep, I'm still me.
 
I'm energy now, a beam of light
I watch over you, day and night
I'm in your heart; can you not feel?
The depth of our love; does it not heal?
 
I scattered you at water's edge
Mindful of the rocky ledge
The lake was calm, the sky was blue
I saw a butterfly; then there were two
Please tell me that it was you.
 
A pair of dragonflies, glistening wings
Dipping, dancing, shining things
Great heron swooped into view
I saw another, making two
Once again, was that you?
 
Just close your eyes my love and feel
I'm not gone, I'm real as real
I've only changed, transformed as they say
I'll never leave you, I won't go away
 
I am the light that flickers in the hall
I am the shadow you see on the wall
I'm all around, though you cannot see
I'm not gone
I am still me.
Written by Wendy after a particularly grief-filled day. (it's been 19 weeks and 4 days)