When you feel it didn\'t work

I am only 5 days past insemination and already feel as though it didn't work.  I am so sick of seeing these young chicks pregnant. I am sorry but I am sick of it. I want to be called mom this year. I want to give my mom a grandchild NOW!! My mom went to look at cribs cus she said they were on sale!! She wants this more than me and I feel like a complete loser cus I am her only daughter and can't give her grandkids. I am losing patience today. I am tired of the last 4 years passing by and nothing!! I need 2009 to be my year for goodness sake!!