When will it end

Well it is now Aug.12 & things haven't changed much with my Gambling,keep spending money we don't have then search & borrow to try and catch up on alot of past bills.Last time we went to the casino stayed there from Sat.-Sun. morning then had my husband call in sick for me at work & I feel really bad about that because Sun. are super busy & my boss has been really great to me & also a friend that I feel I have let down when she needed me.Then I think about Gambling & how really stupid it is sitting in front of a GAME for hours & hours and the rest of my friends are out doing fun things.Also behind on rent, electric, cable, credit card bills, some of which I have charged on my daughters account & starting to ruin her credit too. I need to stop this crazy life and only I have control over my actions.