When it rains it pours
i am so depressed!!! i just got a letter raising my rent from the housing authority. so now i will have to pay my dad 300 in rent plus 100 for a loan from him. travel 4 times a month to my therapist (about a 20 mile trip each way) an i have traveled to my surgeons office and class 3 times now about 45 miles each way this month so far and i have a meeting in salt lake city on the 18th and then surgery on the 20th. follow up surgery and a required support group once a month, then lets add the $101.99 i will have to pay for the rest of my life for vitamins required with this kind of surgery. so going to therapy each month will be about $75/month and $150 this month alone for gas to go up to salt lake city. I live off of $949.00 a month so i don't know what to do. my regular gas bill is $125 on top of the extra now. the internet is split three ways so right now i pay $18 but my oldest daughter is going to chile in the end of may and that will leave my younger daughter and me to split it so that will go up to about $9 so everything is hitting me now and lets top it off, my insurance is now iffy on if they will pay (good timing huh???) for the surgery. Right now i plan on still having it. two weeks from tomorrow. so what do you think about my life??? can't wait to talk to my therapist tomorrow! oh, help, do you think something will ever get better?
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