when I told my childhood Goodbye.
so small and innocent was I when I told my childhood good-byeWhy did this happen to me, Only four years old, it scared meHe made me go to his bed, Rubbing and touching, "I love You" is all he saidI cried and begged him to stop, Harder and harder, the pain was so sharp.How could he hurt and leave me this wayAll I could do was pray!Tell, he said, and your sisters will be nextI kept my mouth shut to protectTwenty-two years later, I see it was a lieFor he hurt my sisters and I don't know why?Scared and alone, I felt so cold.He will never hurt another child again Because I will do all I can.I will stand up for myself for the very first timeLook him in the eye and make him pay for his crimeI am a survivor and I know it's trueHopefully someday I'll forgive my foster father for what he put me through!
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saying a prayer for your healing.......may wholeness and good life come to you....hugs....
Thanks. I am trying to learn to deal with my past hurt in a positive way.
I, too, am sending prayers for your healing. I am so proud of you for fighting to recover. Go for it, sweetie!! **~Loving Hugs~**