WHEN DID I GET SOOO CRAZYY?

WHEN DID I GET SOOO CO DEPENDENT ON A GUY?! .... WHY DID I LET HIM FUCK ME UP OO BAD... I GUESS IT STARTED OFF WITH MY EX EX .... HE WAS SOOO CONTROLILING AND I DIDNT EVEN REALIZE IT ..I LOST ALL MY FIRNEDS ...ALL MY EVERYTHING .. AND THEN WHEN I JUMPED INTO MY NEXT RELATIONSHIP IT CAME OUT ALL THE SAME .... I AM SOOO DEPENDENT ON HIM WHY?! I MOVED MY STUFF ACK INTO HIS ROOM WE WILL SEE HOWTHAT GOES HE SAID OK LASAAT NIGHT ... IAM IN SUCH A GOOD MOOD I REALLY HOOPE HE DOESNT RUIN IT I HAVENT FELT HAPPY IN ALONG TIME ... UGHH WE WILL SEE .. I DONT HAVE THAT MUCH STUFF .. SO I DONT GET WHY HE WOULD FREAK ... HE IS VERY SELFISH THO ... I JUST WANT TO BE HAPY HE SAID THAT HE WOULD BE THERE FOR ME AND REALLY HASNT I HAVE BEEN THERE FOR HIM MORE THAN HE HAS FOR ME!... SO PLEASE SOMEONE JUST PRAY FOR MEE... BLHAAAHHHHHHH OH AND ON A GOOD NOTE I PASSED MY LAB MIDTERM WITH A (& WHOOOTTT WHOOOT