Whatever it takes.

geesh. it really pours when it rains doesnt it?  i even think it may be snowing. apparently i owed on a ticket from a while back, well they garnished my bank account for 500 dollars. great. now i am working 5 days straight, 3 weeks away from my due date, less than even, and working the week after to make up for it. luckily the bank is working with me, and pushing my checks for my bills through. but this hurts. i have to work my whole shifts. everything hurts, but i have to do this. take a draw on my check on monday, do what i can. its ridiculous. but my baby has to be ok. i have to be ok. so i will do whatever it takes. i just hope she comes out on time, and NOT early. we just have to make it through two more weeks for right now, that is all. then we can have a short rest.  I know i talk about my little dog alot. but really, she is a lifesaver. when i found out about my garnishment i broke down, i was upset, scared i woudl have to give my baby away because i wouldnt be able to afford her, scared i would go into labor, my dog started yipping outside, they let her in, runs to my room, and starts doing stupid little puppy things or anything to try to make me laugh and cuddle her. it worked. she really is a lifesaver for me. when i start to go over the edge, she brings me back. sky was a perfect name for her. she chases clouds away.